Day Two...still a little scared!

So the we are down to one car for the time being and I had to wake up and take Lyle to his clinic. Today was a big day for us you know! I had a big order to place and my business would be ready to go! So I got up and well I was off to a bad start. I didnt even get out of my pjs to take him. Hmmm.... that is not very mary kayish if you ask me. I was going to start getting up every morning and putting on my makeup and some cute outfit for the day! Strike one! So I take him and come home to place the order. I WAS SCARED! I placed the order trusting God 100% as I hit the pay button. I trust you to take us where we never thought we could go... I trust you to do something in me that no one could ever imagine... I trust you with my marriage... Lots of thoughts going through my mind as I hit the submit button. Alright order is placed now it was time to start calling friends to tell them about the Debut party. All i could think is "Oh my word everyone is going to think that I am such a dork and that I dont know what I am doing!" Phone rings and my friend picks up. She believes in me! What! That is all I kept hearing over and over again!

So I take a moment! Lord are you kidding?! I needed one just one to tell me I am a dork and that I dont have a clue what I am doing! Nope not a chance. In fact they say things like send me a catalog and let me see what I need. Jo Anna what are the fun things right now that everyone is getting etc. I am one blessed girl!

Lastly,
I put on my super cute shirt that my amazing husband bought and picked out for me all by himself last night! Because he wanted me to know that he loved and me and believed in me! Alright now that is pretty awesome to have a husband that is your biggest cheerleader! More than I can handle. I head out the door with a lot of fear. Today is my ultrasound for my ovaries. What is the spot on my right ovary? Is it solid, has it grown, do i need surgery? We walk in and I knew that I was covered in prayer. Lyle is sitting next to me while I lay on the table. Prayers are just running through my mind. God please please heal my body. Don't make it a tumor. Lord please I will do anything!!!


After the exam which was horribly umcomfortable by the way he looks at us and says everything looks the right way. And then says whatever that spot was on your past ultrasounds is gone. WHAT?!?!? PRAISE GOD! i have been dealing with this for months now! Gone? Everything looks normal!? I am so grateful! I would lay awake going over the what ifs and what abouts? I am so thankful that at least for now this part of my anxiety is over!

Thanks for reading about what is going on in the workman house and believeing in us! We love you for that!

Still dreaming,
Jo Anna